Tumblr for solid hour when I wake up until my body has to shit/smoke/eat/live uggggghhhhh

people can tend to alot when they’re done worrying about the uncertainty of existence, and religion works to calm those nerves and say “look, you can never figure out what we have, but all you can do is figure out what we have” and for imposing that artificial threshold i am angry…for giving existential validation to individuals who deserve less in response to their behaviors…religion poses that there are hords of non-followers, wayward people who will never unite under an assumed understanding, and much of their writings have to do with how to handle those in your own life…it proposes an intellectual/existential separation based on the artificial distinction of our beliefs, as if we are subject to any different laws because of our personal alignment…the only true religion, to me, is chaos, it is the IS that always is, the IS that is devoid of humane organization or convoluted personal logic…IT is not even called chaos, IT is just called IS…every self imposed definition is an artifice for self preservation, every observation of logistical order that adds up to a complimentary affirmation is an insignificant coincidence only concerning our perception of relativity and nothing more, there is nothing more, nothing is outside the bubble, anything outside the bubble, is an abstraction that might as well not exist, if it does at all

religion tries to give organization where there is none, and in most cases, it works, it reassures children with voices of order and control that all will be taken care of, even all the unforeseeable stuff that it constructed to make you believe in it in the first place…make no mistake, religion is man-made…man-fucking-made